There have been days where I haven’t sought God in this pulling. I’ve pulled up my bootstraps (or my mom pants), and tried to keep it all in line. But God was patient with me. Gently showing me that something needed to change. I needed to rely on Him in the big and little decisions (and indecision) each day.
When feeling overwhelmed or indecisive, I need to stop and realize that this is a signal. I need to turn these thoughts over to God, and demonstrate that to my children. Show them that Mommy needs God just as much as anyone else.
Direction where there seems to be none.
Certainty in a world where uncertainty reigns.
Truth when the world screams at us from different directions.
Peace beyond our understanding or what this world can provide.
And Rest. Rest that renews our spirit and fills our bodies with true life.
I need that reminder daily.